i started this site when i was 16 on a whim and a Lot happened since then, including the updates of this site noticeably staggering as i hit a massive creative block and went back to school (college), i couldn't even celebrate miku's birthday on this site which hurt me. while i wish i had the drive i used to when i had nothing to do, ultimately i have to focus on my life outside the internet for my own sanity, Especially in these times where this fuckass country is burning a lot more then it already is and affecting my schoolwork and artistic output
this doesn't mean i've never been brainstorming for this site (as i've mentioned a million times), i have a Lot of ideas in the vault, including multiple webpages that are ages old by my standards. the drive is really difficult, and as i've strayed less on making this site a spectacle for other people, i'm hoping i can finally get to a point where working on this site won't be a huge hurdle that i have to overcome like mount everest
the blog merging will still be happening, and i plan on adding more interesting designs to the mobile pages (a lot harder then you'd think), but that will be taking a while at the rate i'm going, hopefully you can understand. for now, i've been blogging small, insignificant stuff on spacehey as it's a lot easier to do. i'll add it to my homepage when possible, but my username is the same as my web url; mikufan3939
i wish there was more insightful things for me to say, but that's just kind of the jist of it. life is hard, shit sucks sometimes, and i can't be as creatively involved with this site as i used to, but it's not dead and i refuse for it to be. doing my best is all i can do